2.5 hours
maybe ill just sit scraping bags until you get home

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i'm listening to the song unemployed boyfriend and it reminds me of james and i giggle because he used to say id have his babies

boy i cant even have babies
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2 hours
and we just spoke,
and i told you of the lonliness
and asked you how you did it
and you said it's lonely man
and i said your telling me ! i count the hours and wait
and wait some more
and then you call and im excited for a glimpse in time
and you said, yeah that's codependency for ya

YAY CODEPENDENCY, YAY.

no wait, the title of YR book will be CODEPENDENCe
because we decided together
and isnt that adorable
this book is going to fly
and im going to probably be bitter its not mine but instead my story written
maybe ill write the other part of it
and i look up the definiton, and i quote wikki


odependency is defined as a psychological condition or a relationship in which a person is controlled or manipulated by another who is affected with a pathological condition (typicallynarcissism or drug addiction); and in broader terms, it refers to the dependence on the needs of, or control of, another.^[1] It also often involves placing a lower priority on one's own needs, while being excessively preoccupied with the needs of others.^[2] Codependency can occur in any type of relationship, including family, work, friendship, and also romantic, peer or community relationships.^[2] Codependency may also be characterized by denial, low self-esteem, excessive compliance, or control patterns.^[2] Narcissists are considered to be natural magnets for the codependent.


and we laugh hard because ts a long ways to the BANK !

without you
i wouldnt get high because im too lazy to even take a shot
i wouldnt ever eat because im too lazy to even make myself food
i wouldnt ever get up because theres just no point
i wouldnt ever fuck because no ones as fun as you
i wouldnt ever give head again because you're the only fun one
and im so in love with you
my little asshole

and im your narcissitic demon
and without me you woulda been too scared to ever take a shot
you would probably still eat because yr a stoner (Gross ! as us dpoefiends like to say)
you wouldnt ever get up because thers no point to this existence
you wouldnt ever fuck because you've got a hand
and if you got a beej itd probably be from hooker you could degrade
and yr so in love with me
your raging little cunt

isnt that a cute little way to look at things