1.08.2015

When I'm at the pearly gates
This will be on my videotape, my videotape
Mephistopheles is just beneath
And he's reaching up to grab me

This is one for the good days
And I have it all here
In red, blue, green
Red, blue, green

You are my center
When I spin away
Out of control on videotape
On videotape
On videotape
On videotape

This is my way of saying goodbye
Because I can't do it face to face
I'm talking to you after it's too late
From my videotape

No matter what happens now
You shouldn't be afraid
Because I know today has been the most perfect day I've ever seen
Oh, that wasn't what I meant to say at all
From where I'm sitting, rain
Falling against the lonely tenement
Has set my mind to wander
Into the windows of my lovers
They never know unless I write
"This is no declaration, I just thought I'd let you know goodbye"Said the hero in the story
"It is mightier than swords
I could kill you sure
But I could only make you cry with these words"
thinking about belle & sebastian & wilco & being in high school & the music that got me by & i never pictured life to be like this but everythings more exciting with you.
the horns used to cue and it was sad songs but now they make me want to dance and jive all night long with you. & i think about the others and what a blur most of them were, and how the love couldn't even amount to this. & i think of some who shoulda lasted just a little bit longer, we should'a had just a few more rendevous but life got in the way. and when i think of the old days before you, i think of the depression, and its gone now, like an old friend you want to revisit but really know it's bad for you.
cue the horns