10.28.2008

dear gravity and chance :

you have your rules. you exterminate all irrations. you see things clearly.
you see the larger scheme. teach me your ways.
jealousy will not be my education of choice anymore.
do as you will - all of you - i am not judging, i am no longer worrying. it's only human nature anyway . . . silly me for forgetting these thoughts ! so rarely do i see with such clarity. for i became the woman - just like most women - who cannot forget, who cannot stop comparing. cohen said CONNECT NOTHING. i am doing so. here is a brief reminder to myself:

i am in the right place.
everything is accordingly.
let the particles in the air float my to where my next adventure will be. if you are there, any of you, let it be natural. NO FORCE-FEEDING. where is god through all of this though ? he's turned his back on me again.
i reach out he turns further...this must be the cycle perhaps.

it doesn't matter anyway.

so, to the laws of gravity and chance, help me float freely...take me the Way....and so that will bethat. the end !

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